vore_crimes: (it's brooding time!)
vore_crimes ([personal profile] vore_crimes) wrote2008-08-30 10:33 pm

[ic thread continuation]

[continued from here]

...I can't... fucking stand the thought. I don't want to do this forever. I don't know if I can. I'm not that... patient, and I'm not good with empty hope and shit. But... if she flat out said it, that it'd never happen... fuck, I don't know what I'd do.

And hell. What if she didn't say it? I can't ask.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-08-31 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I would be very surprised to learn that your friendship is not still important to her, no matter how much it has been strained.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-01 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
There's a lot still unsaid between you. So much so that the silence seems like it will drown out your words.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-01 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
You almost remind me of each other.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-01 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
You carry your guilt and your sorrow in the same way.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-01 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
In the end, you'll have to make the most difficult decisions on your own.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-01 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It may just be our different backgrounds, but I've never been surprised at the most profound of moments coming from individuals alone.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-02 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Kneels down, reaching out to cup his cheek.]

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-02 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
There is still a difference between being alone and being lonely.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-03 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Smiles.]

I think you'll do okay.

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-03 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Of course.

[And stands up again.]

[identity profile] thedoctorisine.livejournal.com 2008-09-03 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Anytime.